sadness

yesterday i had to face the sweet memories from the summer, cuz when i went to visit my bf, we went to the beach and picked up seashells. and i had put them in a bag i wanted to use yesterday so i had to get all the seashells from there and put them in another bag. no need to say my little heart began to bleed... it was sad to be able to hold the seashells that reminded me of the summer, but not his hand :(
now, today, i went to SUBWAY, it's new here, it opened not long ago and there are still very few SUBWAYS here. and i sat there on my own, ate and stuff and had a soda with it. honey bread, honey mustard, and teriyaki, like with him during the summer. i remembered how sweet it was to be together, and my sandwich didnt feel as good on my own as it did with him across the table looking at me and laughing with me.
but anyway, i guess time will pass by soon enough now and i'll see him again soon! ^-^